Sunday, September 27, 2009

Stories that need to be told...

Sunday, September 28th, 2009 8:15p.m.

“I was looking at the sky, glad the rain had finally stopped. My baby, only two years old, was playing in the dirt just inside the house. Then I heard it; what sounded like waters crashing on a shore, like huge bones breaking. Faster than a truck zooming past on the road, thousands of tons of water carrying mud and debris were rushing down the mountain towards us. I barely had time to think. I grabbed my baby and ran, shouting to the others, my neighbors, in the village. We all fled, but we weren’t fast enough. Soon the water was up to my chest, and my feet were stuck in the mud. I couldn’t move unless the water moved me. I held my baby above my head and screamed, calling for help from anyone, anywhere. All around me others were doing the same. No one could help me; they were all fighting the same battle – a battle for their lives.

We stood that way for hours, my baby and me, both crying, trying not to get sucked underneath the flow. I knew I was going to die. But at least I could try to save my baby’s life. Suddenly a rock struck my foot beneath the water. I cried out as the pain shot up my leg and I stumbled. Catching myself just before I plunged under, I managed to put all of my weight and my baby’s on my other leg. For what seemed like days water, mud, rocks, pieces from houses, and other people flowed by us.

I finally made it to a foundation above the mudflow, where many others had found protection. They took my baby and helped me up. I could no longer stand, so I sat on the edge and looked out over the land, silently watching the water level go down, leaving in its wake a path of devastation greater than anything I’d ever seen in my lifetime. When it was all over I was still alive, and so was my baby, but my house and many others were gone, destroyed….and four bodies were never found. I am so glad to be alive, but I will never forget this day.”

Today we went to the site near Carries where this mudslide occurred. We saw the piles of now dry dirt, rocks and debris, still probably concealing bodies of people lost in the disaster. There were relief workers everywhere, wearing white vests with red crosses. We even saw two other Americans. We talked with a lady who had been caught in the mudflow and had to hold her tiny two year old child above her head to keep it from drowning. They both survived, but many others did not. The above tale is fictionalized, but it is meant to be her story.

I have only seen movies of such things in science class or on the news, but this disaster is so small that it will never get out…unless someone tells it. That lady will probably never have that chance, but I do, and I am going to use it, with her story. It needs to be told. People need to know that these things are real. These people are real. They have hearts that beat just like ours, eyes that see just like ours, fears and worries just like ours, but they go through so much more than us…we will never fully understand, but once we realize this we have come one tiny step closer to comprehending the hardships they endure. And realizing that there is still hope: if we tell the stories, and do something about it.

Shaina Marie

Monday, September 21, 2009

While still on familiar ground...

Monday, September 21st, 2009 9:45 a.m.

Dear ___________________,

As I write this entry, I am sitting on the floor of a friend's apartment. I can hear the buzz of an air conditioner, the water running in the sink as my friend gets ready for the day, and footsteps back and forth across a carpeted floor. All of these are normal morning sounds, but as they will not fall on my ears for many months after this day, I am trying to soak them in as best I can.
Though I will miss these familiar and comfortable sounds, I am excited and ready to grow accustomed to the sights and sounds of a Haitian morning. Some of these I already know and love: bare feet on the pavement, rossters crowing at the crack of dawn, pots and pans clinking as breakfast is prepared, and the voices of the people as they speak in beautiful, rhythmic Creole to each other.
I am thrilled to be able to share with you my adventures in the land of Haiti, and I pray that these entries will touch your heart as the stories I will tell have touched mine. Even as I strive to teach the girls, I know God will be giving me many lessons of my own while I am there, and I will do my best to share these with you. But while I am still on famliar turf I would like to say hello to all, and goodbye to all...look for my next entry, which will be posted from across the ocean! I love all of you very much, and you are all in my thoughts and prayers.

Shaina Marie


"By awesome deeds you answer us in righteousness, O God of our salvation, You who are the trust of all the ends of the earth and of the farthest sea; who establishes the mountains by His strength, being girded with might; who stills the roaring of the seas, the roaring of their waves and the tumult of the peoples. They who dwell in the ends of the earth stand in awe of Your signs; You make the dawn and the sunset shout for joy."
Psalm 65:5-8