Thursday, June 21, 2012

My Disney Life


The following entry is not an all-inclusive example of my every-day life in a third-world country. In fact, it is far from that. The struggles I encounter and the obstacles I face daily require me to search for the roses among the thorns. These glimpses are God's gift of joy that pulls me through each hardship. The attached files include a description of one of these pictures He has given me to keep me looking with eyes of innocence at the life He's given me to live, no matter what may cross my path.



Wednesday, May 30, 2012

Sundays in Haiti

Monday, April 23rd, 2012



        In many ways you may find that our Sunday mornings in Haiti are not so different from yours.  It’s like pulling teeth to get the kids out of bed, washed, dressed, fed, and out the door.  All the Bibles and songbooks seem to have been lost overnight, and no one wants to move quickly after the weekend.  Finally we make it to Sunday School and through the morning service, where we all sit prim and proper in our starched Sunday best, no one guessing what a struggle it was just to make it there.  We have an opening prayer, worship time, announcements, communion, and a sermon, just like you would be familiar with.  When church is over we greet everyone and head home to our afternoon meal.  Pretty normal, right?  But this general overview of a Sunday in Haiti is where the similarities end.


          I forgot to explain why it is such a hassle to get to church on time in Haiti.  The first is water: water we use for bathing, cooking, and cleaning.  This water is stored in a deep reservoir which is kept locked so we can control the amounts of water used each day (since we have to transport this water from a larger reservoir a mile up the road, which we pay to have filled).  Once it is unlocked in the morning and all the buckets are found (a job in itself) either Dee or I has to stand guard as one of the boys ties a rope to a bucket handle and lowers it into the reservoir, pulls it up filled with water, and pours it into a 50-gallon barrel.  The other boys are filling buckets from that barrel and toting the water across the yard to our above-ground tank that holds 100 gallons.  Once that is at least half-way full we are ready to start the day.


           Second is Sunday clothes: the day before was when all the washing was done, but it began to rain before everything was dry, so everyone rushed to gather the clothes and pile them on a bed before they were drenched.  Now it is time for church and we must find the dryest, least-wrinkled (a must in Haiti) dress clothes from the pile for each person.


            Next is breakfast: we do not have a refrigerator, and due to humidity levels and pests we do not keep much food stored overnight.  This means much of our “grocery shopping” for the day occurs each and every morning.  Though we usually try to think ahead and make our purchases the night before, some things, like bread have to be bought fresh.  But on Sundays most of the street shops are closed.  It takes longer than usual just to find some good bread and few eggs to boil.  And though only a handful of us are going to Sunday School, we have to oversee breakfast for everyone (about 25 people) before we leave.


              And then there is the vehicle.  Worst case scenario is that there’s been a gas shortage, and we have to siphon diesel from our generator so we have enough in the vehicle to make it to church (one mile down the road).  Best case scenario is us pushing the truck while Dee pops the clutch ‘cause the battery is dead.  Then we pile into the bed (all but Mdme. Kiki and the kids), since the cab only has enough room for three to four people.  So much for the time spent on our hair and pressing our clothes as the wind mercilessly whips us around in the back of the truck.


                After all that we finally arrive at Sunday School at 8:05 a.m.  Dee takes the junior-high/highschool age class, and I gather all the kids younger than that.  Usually there are about twenty-five of them.  Though these kids are extremely smart and most of them can memorize anything I give them, they are not used to sitting still or quietly.  Much of the class time is spent lecturing those who are hitting the ones beside them, or reminding them that they are not to talk while I am talking.  Using flannelgraph and the promise of stickers or candy if they’re good, I manage to keep their attention for the most part, still wondering if anything is getting through to them.  They continually surprise me, though, when I say a verse and immediately they repeat it back to me, like parrots.  And the next week they will answer every question I ask about the story I told.


                  When Sunday School is over we file into church and sit on the the wooden pews.  Even though sometimes we have to battle dogs, guinea hens, or goats for a place to sit, I love our partially-enclosed building.  During the service I can lift my eyes and see mountains and palm trees, and feel the fresh, tropical air, and somehow it just seems more natural to worship in these conditions. I’ll almost be sad when we finish covering the building with tin and plywood.


                   Another difference about our Sundays is the worship service itself.  Not only is it about one and a half hours longer than most services in the States, but the worship is like nothing I ever saw growing up in my little country church.  When Haitians praise, they mean it.  And they mean it with their whole bodies.  Hands are in the air, voices are raised to the loudest volume, drums are beat with vigor, feet move across the floor and into the aisles as the people dance for their Savior.  This is true praise.  I had really been missing out.


                     Two and a half hours later church is dismissed, and after shaking hands with every single person present, we take down the decorations, sweep the floor, count the offering, and pile back in the truck to go home for lunch.  This time we have a few extras that we drop off along the way.  We sit down at the table to a steaming plate of rice and beans, chicken legs, and cooked carrots.  Not your typical Sunday roast, but delicious nonetheless.


                      I’ll never look at Sunday mornings in the same way again.  I pray that after reading this, your idea may have changed a bit, too, and as you go through your normal Sunday routine, think of us and remember to pray for those we’re reaching, despite such obstacles as wrinkly clothes, gas shortages, misbehaving children, and unfinished buildings.  We know our God is bigger than all of that.

Saturday, March 24, 2012

Short Cuts


Wednesday March 21st, 2012



        One of my favorite parts of our school days now are when I sit down with Kelsey to read.  Though I had a small share in helping my little brothers and few others, this is the first time I am able to participate in the entire process of a child learning to read, and it is truly incredible.  I remember two years ago, in preschool, when she was just learning the letters and the sounds they make.  She, and I sometimes, would get so frustrated at how long it took her to sound out simple words like “dog” and “bat.”  She would lose interest quickly, and I thought I was doing it all wrong and all she would learn is to hate reading.  But after a year of Kindergarten in the States she had had enough repetition and practice that by the beginning of our school year this September the sounds finally made sense, making our reading time much less tedious.  In fact, she even began to enjoy reading the short little books I chose for her to work through during the week.  All of that was exciting, but it wasn’t until this semester that we both had a breakthrough.

          It was this semester that she finally realized that these random words are actually saying something.  Soon she was eager to sound out even the difficult words so she could move on to the others and discover what happened next in the story.  Kelsey is finally seeing the treasures that are hidden in these things called books, and realizing how priceless is the ability to put sounds and words together to discover them for herself.  The result is delightful, both for her and for her teacher.

           Now, this process isn’t always smooth, for often now, in her eagerness to find out what the words are telling her she tries to take short cuts.  Once she thinks she has the general idea of a sentence, she glances at the first letter of the next word and just guesses, putting in the word she thinks would make the most sense.  It is a continual patience-requiring procedure I have to go through with her each time she does this, for once she has a certain word in her head, whether it is the correct one or not, it is hard to convince her otherwise, and the sounding out takes even longer.  At first I thought, ‘Doesn’t she just want to know what its really says?  It would save her so much time and me so much frustration!’

            But is she really so different from us?  I recall many times when God gave me something to do and my response was, ‘Okay, but I’m gonna do it this way, ‘cause I think this is better,’ or even, ‘That’s not really what He means; that would take too much time, so I’ll just go this way instead.’  Our ideas and short cuts are so often better than His, or so we think.  Why do we think that way?  Why can’t we just listen to what He’s really saying?  It would save us so much time and frustration!  Exactly.

             And so I am still learning more than I am teaching.  And while Kelsey continues to encounter new adventures through the stories she can now read to herself, and I revel in sharing these discoveries with her, we are both learning patience, and how to do what we are told, how we are told, whether we are sounding out a word, or obeying one of God’s commands.

Friday, March 16, 2012

My Orion


Friday, March 16th, 2012



         Last night I decided it was time to visit my quiet place on the beach again.  It had been too long since my last vigil there.  I stood for a while, letting the salty breeze soothe my spirits, and the sound of rolling waves calm my heart.  God always speaks to me most clearly during these times.  Soon my thoughts were playing the events of the past week like a feature film in my head and I realized this was the first conversation I’d had with God in…well, far too long.  I sighed, once again ashamed at my human frailty.  I sat on the rocky sand, curling my knees up to my chest, and lifted my eyes to the night sky.  Instantly my eyes caught the familiar sight of Orion the hunter.  Since coming to Haiti I have seen more constellations than I ever knew to exist; each remains for a season, and then the stars shift to make way for new ones, but Orion…Orion is my ever-constant companion.  He may change positions from time to time, but he is always there, gracing the southern sky with his bold stance, arrow fit ready to the bow, pointing at some invisible prey.

          Suddenly it hit me.  God was my Orion.  No matter how much I may resist Him or unintentionally bring Him sorrow He is always pursuing me.  He will never give up on me, forget me, or grow weary of the chase.  My Hunter is constant, faithful, and true, even when I am not.  A chill ran up my spine though the gentle wind was warm.  Once again God had given me a glimpse of His character through one of the marvels in His creation.  And once again I was floored.  For the hundredth time I breathed the words of my favorite hymn, believing them with all my heart:



Could we with ink the ocean fill,

And were the skies of parchment made;

Were every stalk on earth a quill,

And every man a scribe by trade.

To write the love of God above

Would drain the ocean dry,

Nor could the scroll contain the whole,

Though stretched from sky to sky.



Oh love of God!  How rich and pure!

How measureless and strong!

It shall forever more endure

The saints and angels song.