The following entry is not an all-inclusive example of my every-day life in a third-world country. In fact, it is far from that. The struggles I encounter and the obstacles I face daily require me to search for the roses among the thorns. These glimpses are God's gift of joy that pulls me through each hardship. The attached files include a description of one of these pictures He has given me to keep me looking with eyes of innocence at the life He's given me to live, no matter what may cross my path.
Thursday, June 21, 2012
Wednesday, May 30, 2012
Sundays in Haiti
Monday, April 23rd,
2012
In many ways you may find that our Sunday mornings in Haiti are not so
different from yours. It’s like pulling
teeth to get the kids out of bed, washed, dressed, fed, and out the door. All the Bibles and songbooks seem to have
been lost overnight, and no one wants to move quickly after the weekend. Finally we make it to Sunday School and
through the morning service, where we all sit prim and proper in our starched Sunday
best, no one guessing what a struggle it was just to make it there. We have an opening prayer, worship time,
announcements, communion, and a sermon, just like you would be familiar
with. When church is over we greet
everyone and head home to our afternoon meal.
Pretty normal, right? But this
general overview of a Sunday in Haiti is where the similarities end.
I forgot to explain why it is such a hassle to get to church
on time in Haiti. The first is water: water
we use for bathing, cooking, and cleaning.
This water is stored in a deep reservoir which is kept locked so we can
control the amounts of water used each day (since we have to transport this
water from a larger reservoir a mile up the road, which we pay to have
filled). Once it is unlocked in the
morning and all the buckets are found (a job in itself) either Dee or I has to
stand guard as one of the boys ties a rope to a bucket handle and lowers it
into the reservoir, pulls it up filled with water, and pours it into a
50-gallon barrel. The other boys are
filling buckets from that barrel and toting the water across the yard to our
above-ground tank that holds 100 gallons.
Once that is at least half-way full we are ready to start the day.
Second is Sunday clothes: the day before was
when all the washing was done, but it began to rain before everything was dry,
so everyone rushed to gather the clothes and pile them on a bed before they
were drenched. Now it is time for church
and we must find the dryest, least-wrinkled (a must in Haiti) dress clothes from
the pile for each person.
Next is breakfast: we do not have a
refrigerator, and due to humidity levels and pests we do not keep much food
stored overnight. This means much of our
“grocery shopping” for the day occurs each and every morning. Though we usually try to think ahead and make
our purchases the night before, some things, like bread have to be bought
fresh. But on Sundays most of the street
shops are closed. It takes longer than
usual just to find some good bread and few eggs to boil. And though only a handful of us are going to
Sunday School, we have to oversee breakfast for everyone (about 25 people)
before we leave.
And then there is the vehicle. Worst case scenario is that there’s been a
gas shortage, and we have to siphon diesel from our generator so we have enough
in the vehicle to make it to church (one mile down the road). Best case scenario is us pushing the truck
while Dee pops the clutch ‘cause the battery is dead. Then we pile into the bed (all but Mdme. Kiki
and the kids), since the cab only has enough room for three to four
people. So much for the time spent on
our hair and pressing our clothes as the wind mercilessly whips us around in
the back of the truck.
After all that we finally arrive at Sunday
School at 8:05 a.m. Dee takes the
junior-high/highschool age class, and I gather all the kids younger than
that. Usually there are about
twenty-five of them. Though these kids
are extremely smart and most of them can memorize anything I give them, they
are not used to sitting still or quietly.
Much of the class time is spent lecturing those who are hitting the ones
beside them, or reminding them that they are not to talk while I am
talking. Using flannelgraph and the
promise of stickers or candy if they’re good, I manage to keep their attention
for the most part, still wondering if anything is getting through to them. They continually surprise me, though, when I
say a verse and immediately they repeat it back to me, like parrots. And the next week they will answer every
question I ask about the story I told.
When
Sunday School is over we file into church and sit on the the wooden pews. Even though sometimes we have to battle dogs,
guinea hens, or goats for a place to sit, I love our partially-enclosed
building. During the service I can lift
my eyes and see mountains and palm trees, and feel the fresh, tropical air, and
somehow it just seems more natural to worship in these conditions. I’ll almost
be sad when we finish covering the building with tin and plywood.
Another difference about our
Sundays is the worship service itself.
Not only is it about one and a half hours longer than most services in
the States, but the worship is like nothing I ever saw growing up in my little
country church. When Haitians praise,
they mean it. And they mean it with
their whole bodies. Hands are in the
air, voices are raised to the loudest volume, drums are beat with vigor, feet
move across the floor and into the aisles as the people dance for their
Savior. This is true praise. I had really been missing out.
Two and a half hours later church is dismissed,
and after shaking hands with every single
person present, we take down the decorations, sweep the floor, count the
offering, and pile back in the truck to go home for lunch. This time we have a few extras that we drop
off along the way. We sit down at the
table to a steaming plate of rice and beans, chicken legs, and cooked
carrots. Not your typical Sunday roast,
but delicious nonetheless.
I’ll never look at Sunday
mornings in the same way again. I pray
that after reading this, your idea may have changed a bit, too, and as you go
through your normal Sunday routine, think of us and remember to pray for those
we’re reaching, despite such obstacles as wrinkly clothes, gas shortages,
misbehaving children, and unfinished buildings.
We know our God is bigger than all
of that.
Saturday, March 24, 2012
Short Cuts
Wednesday March 21st,
2012
One of my favorite parts of our school days now are when I sit down with
Kelsey to read. Though I had a small
share in helping my little brothers and few others, this is the first time I am
able to participate in the entire process of a child learning to read, and it
is truly incredible. I remember two
years ago, in preschool, when she was just learning the letters and the sounds
they make. She, and I sometimes, would
get so frustrated at how long it took her to sound out simple words like “dog”
and “bat.” She would lose interest
quickly, and I thought I was doing it all wrong and all she would learn is to
hate reading. But after a year of Kindergarten
in the States she had had enough repetition and practice that by the beginning
of our school year this September the sounds finally made sense, making our
reading time much less tedious. In fact,
she even began to enjoy reading the
short little books I chose for her to work through during the week. All of that was exciting, but it wasn’t until
this semester that we both had a breakthrough.
It was this semester that she finally
realized that these random words are actually saying something. Soon she
was eager to sound out even the difficult words so she could move on to the
others and discover what happened next in the story. Kelsey is finally seeing the treasures that
are hidden in these things called books, and realizing how priceless is the
ability to put sounds and words together to discover them for herself. The result is delightful, both for her and
for her teacher.
Now, this process isn’t always
smooth, for often now, in her eagerness to find out what the words are telling
her she tries to take short cuts. Once
she thinks she has the general idea of a sentence, she glances at the first
letter of the next word and just guesses, putting in the word she thinks would
make the most sense. It is a continual
patience-requiring procedure I have to go through with her each time she does
this, for once she has a certain word in her head, whether it is the correct
one or not, it is hard to convince her otherwise, and the sounding out takes
even longer. At first I thought,
‘Doesn’t she just want to know what its really says? It would save her so much time and me so much
frustration!’
But is she really so different from
us? I recall many times when God gave me
something to do and my response was, ‘Okay, but I’m gonna do it this way, ‘cause I think this is
better,’ or even, ‘That’s not really
what He means; that would take too much time, so I’ll just go this way
instead.’ Our ideas and short cuts are
so often better than His, or so we think.
Why do we think that way? Why can’t we just listen to what He’s really
saying? It would save us so much time
and frustration! Exactly.
And so I am still learning more
than I am teaching. And while Kelsey
continues to encounter new adventures through the stories she can now read to
herself, and I revel in sharing these discoveries with her, we are both
learning patience, and how to do what we are told, how we are told, whether we
are sounding out a word, or obeying one of God’s commands.
Friday, March 16, 2012
My Orion
Friday, March 16th,
2012
Last night I decided it was time to visit my quiet place on the beach
again. It had been too long since my
last vigil there. I stood for a while,
letting the salty breeze soothe my spirits, and the sound of rolling waves calm
my heart. God always speaks to me most
clearly during these times. Soon my
thoughts were playing the events of the past week like a feature film in my
head and I realized this was the first conversation I’d had with God in…well,
far too long. I sighed, once again
ashamed at my human frailty. I sat on
the rocky sand, curling my knees up to my chest, and lifted my eyes to the
night sky. Instantly my eyes caught the
familiar sight of Orion the hunter.
Since coming to Haiti I have seen more constellations than I ever knew to
exist; each remains for a season, and then the stars shift to make way for new
ones, but Orion…Orion is my ever-constant companion. He may change positions from time to time,
but he is always there, gracing the southern sky with his bold stance, arrow fit
ready to the bow, pointing at some invisible prey.
Suddenly it hit me. God was my Orion. No matter how much I may resist Him or
unintentionally bring Him sorrow He is always pursuing me. He will never give up on me, forget me, or
grow weary of the chase. My Hunter is
constant, faithful, and true, even when I am not. A chill ran up my spine though the gentle
wind was warm. Once again God had given
me a glimpse of His character through one of the marvels in His creation. And once again I was floored. For the hundredth time I breathed the words
of my favorite hymn, believing them with all my heart:
Could we with ink the
ocean fill,
And were the skies of
parchment made;
Were every stalk on
earth a quill,
And every man a
scribe by trade.
To write the love of
God above
Would drain the ocean
dry,
Nor could the scroll
contain the whole,
Though stretched from
sky to sky.
Oh love of God! How rich and pure!
How measureless and
strong!
It shall forever more
endure
The saints and angels
song.
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